![]() We do our best to heal and move on, but do we ever truly forget? The pain that’s been embedded by that loss is inflicted upon us like a permanent tattoo. When bad things happen to us, we are never the same. I’d like to be my old self again, but I’m still trying to find it. The good memories are now tainted with the bad, a simple calm before the storm, and the fact that they were good at a time twist your heart so painfully you want to shut it all down, all the emotions, everything. Your mind always goes back to them and the memories you both held, the good and the bad. There’s a special kind of pain that comes with a breakup like this, a broken trust in a relationship. They say all’s well that ends well, but I’m in a new hell every time you double-cross my mind. And when someone breaks that promise, they break that oath and vow, they shatter your trust in ways you could never imagine. You enlist them only in the people you trust the most because you know you couldn’t live with promises being broken. Promises are beautiful but highly fragile, breakable. The sacred nature of promises make them a delicate thing. Promises are often interchangeable with oaths. You call me up again just to break me like a promise, so casually cruel in the name of being honest. But maybe they’re were no signs, and it was all destined to end in spite of everything you wanted. You wonder when things started to fall apart, and you wonder how you missed the signs. You wonder where things could have gone wrong, when did things go wrong. Wondering what went wrong, thinking of all the “what-if” scenarios-it’s something we all do. Rumination is never-ending, but we can’t help ourselves from falling into the cycle. Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much, but maybe this thing was a masterpiece till you tore it all up. You bared your soul to the other person, sharing intimate details and hopes and dreams-only for it to all come crashing down. You have the idea that your relationship would stand the test of time, that it was a love meant to last forever. This just doubles down on the pain of what the relationship could have been: an everlasting love. You told me about your past thinking your future was me. When one person celebrates a love and wants to shout it from the rooftops while the other wants to hide it, there’s nothing left to salvage. Secrets are often shameful and not something you want to share with others an oath is the opposite, invoking imagery of wedding vows and other promises you make to yourself and others. This is one of my favorite lines, because it shows the stark difference between two people who had very different ideas of what their relationship was like. You kept me like a secret, but I kept you like an oath. But when they inevitably show up again in your life-you see them in person or something reminds you of them-memories come flooding back before you can stop them. ![]() You can’t remember a person, even if you had good times together, because the pain their memory brings to your mind is still too raw, cuts too deep. Memories can be so painful that you decide it’s better to forget them altogether. I forget about you long enough to forget why I needed to. Whether it’s from a breakup or loss or pain of any kind, we all have tried to convince ourselves we’re okay when we’re anything but that. “I’m fine” is one of the most-told lies we tell ourselves and those around us. We all have moments in our lives where we tell ourselves that everything is okay. ![]() This line is so relatable even though it’s contradictory. I might be okay, but I’m not fine at all. In honor of Swift’s powerhouse songwriting prowess, here are the 10 best lines from “All Too Well”: 1. 4 Zodiacs Who Need To Use November To Relax And Recharge.2 Zodiacs Who Will Have A Spiritual Growth Spurt In November. ![]() Seriously, you’ll be in your feelings forever.) (And if you want even more heartbreak, just watch the video. “All Too Well” is a deeply personal, emotional, and relatable song in so many ways. But when she released her 10-minute version of the song on the re-release of Red, she somehow made the song even better. Taylor Swift’s “All Too Well” is a masterpiece.
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